sometimes, people's can be poked by few things through passion, and of course came from the curiosity. but, it seems like all of the joy and fun that u've been through lead you to an emptiness. and u decided to let it go. not trying to create something new to cheer it up but just jump to the final decision. deleted.
im not sure who will really understand what i wrote.
but, u'll know if u're an observant, like me.