dan aku sedang membayangkan pelbagai perasaan untuk esok hari ketika mereka tersenyum riang pada skrin kamera yang terakhir, mencium pipi kedua ibu bapa untuk yang terakhir, berpelukan akrab menghayati memori dan melambaikan tangan sebagai tanda pemergian.
i wonder what is the real feeling of being away from the family, from the beloved one. and separated for years. one more week for this writer to have a good time with his family. then, he will be away, thousands of kilometres.
before that, let me be clear, this is not the last note.
kisah suka duka *lagi satu minggu*
being one of the student in this programme, Skim Pelajar Cemerlang (SPC) is not something that you can care less. after the trial-SPM result came out, i make up my mind and picked this scholarship. something that from the very beginning, that i must say not a simple thing. lots of people said, "wah, terernya kau dapat scholar oversea", "kau ni mmg pandai la", "kau dpt g australia ke? bestnyer". back in reality, to get this opportunity wasn't that simple.
firstly, i must get good result in trial-SPM. then, after i was selected to further my study for foundation study before the SPM result came out. i lived in a risky life. i was so worried with my result. i'll be kicked out from the programme if i didnt meet the requirements, all A's in SPM. and syukur alhamdulillah, i managed to maintain all A's in SPM. like seriously, that wasn't simple and easy as you think. in this programme, during the foundation semester, i must maintain 3.5 and above for the CGPA. maybe many student can reached 3.0 but to maintain 3,5 in two consecutive semester, i must work hard. and my efforts showed a bright future. alhamdulillah. and you know what, again, u'll be kicked out from the programme if MARA doesn't want to entertain your temptation. and dont simply judge and say, "i live in a luxury and full of comfort" tidak sama sekali.
kehidupan di MICET, who said that we are lucky to be in the programme. there's no luck in life. it's all fate. to anyone who study in Cyberjaya, KL, big cities, you guys should take a look the panorama living in MICET. for me, it's good enough for study facilities. but, maybe for others, u'll reject the university life, live in MICET. and for one tough years, i survived, safely. betapa susahnya mengharungi kepayahan hidup di MICET. for those who said, "wah, bertuahnya dapat sambung kat australia n dll" please, take a look on what we are facing in everyday life before we managed to step on the land of Australia.
and one more thing, do you how hard to pass the IELTS exam? some of us ada yg kena repeat 3/4 kali. lebur beribu-ribu hanya sbb nk pass ielts. jadi, can you take the challenge?
konklusi, jangan pandai2 cakap "wah, bestnya dapat smbg kat australia, kalau la aku dapat jugak" sesuka hati.
rasakan la dua tahun keperitan kami before betul2 berjaya. and kalau nak rasa jugak, sila pass:
1. trial SPM
2. straight A's SPM
3. dpt 3.5 for foundation.
4. dpt 3.0 and above for first year degree.
5. overall band 6.5 IELTS.
6. tak bt masalah besar.
and sebagai penutup entry kali ini, saya ada doa untuk anda semua dan juga diri saya sendiri.
ya ALLAH, kau bukakanlah pintu hati kami. berilah kami peluang untuk menuntut ilmu, mendalami ilmuMU bagi berbakti kepada aagama, negara, bangsa. lindunggilah kami dari segala macam godaan, semoga kami dihindari dari bisikan syaitan. semoga kami sentiasa dalam rahmatMU ya ALLAH. peliharalah hati-hati kami. dan jadikanlah insan yang berguna di dunia dan di akhirat.