Friday, September 23, 2011

babi bukan warna pink lagi.

kalau kau tahu apa aku rasa selama ni.

kalau kau cuba ambil tahu apa aku rasa, jadi orang tengah.

kalau kau tahu, apa orang cakap belakang pasal kau.


ada satu masa terdetik dalam hati, aku pergi jauh jauh bukan nak layan kerenah macam macam. aku akan tetap dengan pendirian aku. dan aku akan sendiri. pemendam.

twitter is my space.
i can say whatever i want. and thats why i block people.
this is why i block people and reduce my number of followers.
so that i can say whatever i want without being criticize back.
it is not a place for me to have such a long conversation.
it is a place for me to say anything in my mind, any bloody shit thing that happened to me.

and recently, i hurt a lot.
without telling anyone, without having anyone to tell to,
and yes, i hurt a lot.

and i really hope i wont do any stupid things like having in mind to commit suicide or whatever.
thats stupid. you will go straight to the hell and being burned just like that.

i will talk less when i am angry.
i will avoid people when i am angry.
i will increase the volume of my songs.
i will tweet randomly.
i will say stupid things.
i will say fuck, bloody hell, babi, go to hell, what the fuck, bloody moron, tonnes of times.
i will hit my head to the wall.

and i will act normal.



dan, yup, babi babi sekarang ni bukan warna pink lagi.
babi adalah binatang, babi juga boleh jadi manusia.

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