salam alaik and greetings to all,
sekali lagi menyambut raya di perantauan.
well, i cant blame anybody else if i dont have the chance to going back home celebrating the eid with my beloved family. this is all my decision from the very first place. i was the one who pick this path.
dont blame others.
tetapi, hati ini seakan keras. dan gelap.
i dont have this thing called "cahaya'' in my heart, at all.
i wonder why? is it because to many lagha things that i did.
right now, segala rasa sedih tak dapat beraya bersama family, palsu semata-mata.
hari ini, 9 Zulhijjah, i am fasting.. and hoping for a better future.
selamat hari raya aidiladha.
semoga esok ada cahaya.